My mom raised me by herself. When I was little, it just meant she was always moving, always doing one more thing.
She worked long hours at a diner on the edge of town. Most nights, she’d come home, kick off her shoes, and groan, “Lord, my feet are suing me.”
I would laugh because I was six and thought that was the funniest sentence ever spoken.
We didn’t have much, but she had this way of making our life feel steadier than it was.
Then there was that winter.
We didn’t have much.
The wind found every crack in that old house. The heating bill kept climbing, and I was old enough by then to notice the way my mom stared at envelopes before opening them.
One night, I walked into the kitchen and found her surrounded by piles of old clothes.
“What are you doing?”
She held up a little square she’d cut from a red sweatshirt. “Making us a quilt.”
“Out of old clothes?”
She grinned. “That’s what makes it good. Every piece already knows us.”
“Making us a quilt.”
She worked on it for weeks.
When she finished it, I was finally able to feel warm again. That winter, we lived under that quilt.
When the house got too cold, we wrapped up in it together on the couch and watched old movies.
For years, that quilt meant safety to me. It was all the bits of our lives stitched together, and that meant home. It meant her.
Life did get easier eventually.
It was all the bits of our lives stitched together.
My mom got moved to better hours at the diner, and then she got promoted.
I made it through college. I got a decent job, an apartment, and a life that looked solid from the outside.
Then my boyfriend, Colin, proposed.
He took me to this little restaurant downtown. Halfway through a chocolate tart, he reached into his jacket, and I just knew.
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