“You’re single and living alone in a huge house. Of course the family should be able to use it, right?”
Kristen said it the way people say the weather is nice—like it wasn’t a proposal at all, but an obvious truth the room had somehow forgotten to acknowledge. Her voice cut cleanly through the clink of champagne flutes and the warm hum of my relatives trying to pretend we were having an ordinary celebration.
For a moment, I didn’t even hear the rest of the room. I heard only that sentence, perfectly formed, perfectly shameless, sliding into the center of my thirtieth birthday like a knife finding an old seam.

I stood in my own living room—my living room—in a villa that had cost $950,000 and most of my twenties, staring at my younger sister as if she were speaking another language. Sunlight from the late California afternoon poured through the floor-to-ceiling windows and turned the polished stone tiles into mirrors. The kitchen behind me gleamed with the kind of custom cabinetry people photograph for magazines. Outside, water in the pool shimmered like it had been lit from underneath.
Everything about the house said I had done something impossible and dragged it into reality anyway.
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