Lisa tugged at my leg. “Daddy… is Aunt Camila mad at me? Did I do something wrong?”
The question cracked something open inside my chest.
I dropped to my knees so we were eye to eye. “No, sweetheart. You didn’t do anything wrong. Not a single thing.”
Camila’s voice wavered. “Landon, please. Just let me explain.”
“You’ve explained enough.”
I lifted Lisa into my arms and walked to the door. Camila hesitated, as if she expected me to soften. I did not. She finally left.
As soon as the door shut, Lisa buried her face in my shoulder.
“Are you still my daddy?” she whispered.
That question hit harder than any accusation ever could.
I pressed my cheek against her hair and held her tighter. “Always,” I said. My voice broke despite my effort to steady it. “Always and forever.”
But to understand how we got there, I need to go back.
My name is Landon. I’m thirty years old, and Lisa is my daughter.
Not biologically.
But in every way that truly matters.
Her parents, Lila and Mateo, were my closest friends growing up. We met in middle school. We bonded over terrible cafeteria food and an equally terrible love of over-the-top action movies. Somehow, we never drifted apart. Lila was warmth and light. Mateo was steady and thoughtful. They balanced each other in a way that made you believe in soulmates.
They married young. When Lisa was born, I was at the hospital pacing the hallway with Mateo as if I were the one about to become a father.
Three months later, they were both gone.
A drunk driver ran a red light.
I still remember the sterile hospital corridor and the fluorescent lights buzzing overhead as a social worker spoke to me in soft, professional tones.
“Mr. Morales,” she said gently, “we understand you were named as godfather. But raising an infant is an enormous responsibility. There are qualified foster families prepared—”
“No,” I said before she could finish.
Lisa was sleeping in my arms, unaware that her entire world had collapsed.
“I’m not letting her go to strangers.”
I was twenty-four years old. I had a small apartment, a job that barely covered rent, and absolutely no idea how to raise a child. I had never pictured myself as a father, certainly not that soon.
My mother cried when I told her my decision.
“Landon, you’re so young,” she said. “Your whole life is ahead of you.”
“What would you do?” I asked her quietly. “If your best friends di3d and left their baby with no one?”
She did not answer right away. Then she whispered, “I wouldn’t walk away.”
Neither could I.
That first night at home, I sat in a rocking chair with Lisa asleep on my chest. The apartment felt too quiet, too empty. I remember looking down at her tiny face and saying, “I don’t know what I’m doing. But I promise I’ll learn. For you. For them.”
And I did.
I learned how to warm bottles at three in the morning. I learned how to recognize the difference between a hungry cry and a tired one. I learned to braid hair after watching dozens of online tutorials. I learned the names of princesses, the art of packing school lunches, and how to sit through tea parties without laughing when plastic cups were solemnly presented as royal refreshments.
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