“I just didn’t want him to be alone, Mom.”
Those words settled into the room and stayed there.
Officer Benny then said the part that made me reach for the back of the nearest chair.
“If Logan hadn’t acted when he did, Mr. Henson would not have made it.”
Officer Benny then said the part that made me reach for the back of the nearest chair.
I gripped the chair hard enough that the wood pressed into my palm.
I thought about all those nights lying awake, terrified I was losing Logan, that he was becoming someone I couldn’t reach anymore.
All those mornings came rushing back. I would watch him walk out the door, doing the math in my head, counting the hours until I knew he was home and safe.
And my son had been out there, keeping a neighbor alive on a porch four houses away.
I thought about all those nights lying awake, terrified I was losing Logan.
“Andrew,” I managed. “He was out there alone while all of this was happening?”
Officer Benny nodded. “We were already in the area on rounds when we saw your son running down the street. He looked panicked, so I stopped to check.” He glanced at Logan before continuing. “He’d already called for help and said Mr. Henson was down. He also told us his little brother was by the fence, so one of our officers hurried over to Andrew and stayed with him.”
Andrew slid off the couch at that point and padded over to his brother and wrapped both arms around Logan’s leg without any context or explanation, the way toddlers do. Logan looked down at him and ruffled his hair.
“He looked panicked, so I stopped to check.”
I looked at my sons standing there in our kitchen and couldn’t look away.
Officer Benny picked up his cap from the counter and turned to me.
“I remembered what you told me at the store last month. That you were worried about Logan. That you didn’t know if you were handling it right.”
I had said that. I’d run into Officer Benny in the cereal aisle and somehow ended up telling him more than I meant to.
“You were worried about Logan.”
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