When my mom died, she left behind my newborn brothers — triplets.
Three tiny humans who were still learning how to breathe on their own, and suddenly, they were mine.
Now, you might be wondering where our father was during all this. Believe me, I asked myself that every single day for a decade.
Our father was the kind of man who stayed just long enough to leave a trail of damage.
When I was a teenager, he treated me like a punchline.
You might be wondering where our father was.
He needed an audience for his ego, and because I wore black, painted my nails, and listened to music he called “garbage,” I was the easiest target.
“What are you, a goth?” he yelled one time, pointing at my black hoodie.
I didn’t say anything.
“Not a son — a shadow,” he added, guffawing like he’d just made the best joke ever.
“That’s enough, James,” Mom cut in. “He is your son.”
He smirked. “I’m just messing with him. Relax.”
He needed an audience for his ego.
That was the pattern in our house.
He would try to tear me down, and she would build a wall around me.
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