He stumbled through the beginning of an explanation. She let him finish and then stepped aside to let him in, mentioning that the whole town would be talking if they stood in the yard any longer.
The interior of the house landed on him like a second, quieter blow.
One small room served as both the kitchen and the living area. A ceiling fan turned slowly overhead. The furniture was a collection of mismatched pieces accumulated over time, worn at the edges and clearly functional above all else.
But everything was clean. Everything was ordered. Everything had the particular dignity of a space maintained by someone who refuses to let circumstances define their standards.
He sat in the plastic chair she indicated and looked around and asked, too quietly, how she had ended up here.
She looked at him with an evenness that made the question feel smaller than it was.
“Do you want to know?” she asked. “Or do you want to feel less responsible for it?”
He said nothing. So she told him.
After he had removed her from his home and his life, she had tried to rebuild. She sold her jewelry. She found a small apartment. She began applying for work.
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