“Hey, freeloaders don’t get a beer break,” a voice shrilled from behind me.
I didn’t turn. I knew that voice. It was Sarah, my brother’s wife and the self-appointed queen of this suburban cul-de-sac. She was a woman who wielded her husband’s paycheck like a weapon and her father’s badge like a shield.
“I’m just clearing the smoke, Sarah,” I said, my voice low. I kept my eyes on the patties sizzling on the grate. Discipline. That’s what I told myself. Maintain discipline.
“Well, hurry up. My dad is coming soon, and he likes his steak medium-rare. Don’t ruin it like you ruined your career.”
She laughed, a sharp, jagged sound that drew the attention of the surrounding wives. They smirked, sipping their Chardonnay. To them, I was entertainment. A cautionary tale.
I continued to cook, my knuckles white as I gripped the metal tongs. I could handle the insults. I had endured interrogation training that would break these women in minutes. But it was harder when my son, Noah, was watching.
I looked over at the picnic table where my eight-year-old was sitting alone, coloring in a book. He looked small, trying to make himself invisible. He knew the rules: Don’t upset Aunt Sarah.
“Oh, look at this!” Sarah squealed.
I turned then. She had been rummaging through my canvas tote bag which I had left on a lawn chair. She was holding a small, rectangular box covered in worn black velvet.
My stomach dropped. “Sarah, put that back. That’s private.”
“Private?” She scoffed, popping the latch. “You live under my roof, Evelyn. Nothing is private.”
She opened the box. The afternoon sun caught the object inside, flashing a brilliant, defiant silver. It was a five-pointed star, suspended from a ribbon of red, white, and blue. The Silver Star.
The chatter at the party died down.
“What is that?” a neighbor asked, leaning in.
“This?” Sarah spun the medal in her fingers carelessly, treating it like costume jewelry. “Oh, Evelyn probably picked it up at a pawn shop. Or maybe a thrift store.” She looked at me with a sneer. “‘Gallantry in action’? Please. You? You’re afraid of fireworks, Evelyn. You jump when the toaster pops.”
I stepped away from the grill. The heat of the charcoal was nothing compared to the heat rising in my chest. “Give that to me, Sarah. Now.”
“Don’t you dare give me orders in my house,” Sarah hissed, her eyes narrowing. “I am sick of your miserable face, Evelyn. You walk around here like you’re better than us, but you’re just a charity case. A washed-up, dishonorably discharged failure.”
“It’s not a toy,” I said, my voice trembling with restrained violence. “It represents men and women who didn’t come home.”
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