Walked away from his future.
And built a new one around a child that wasn’t his.
Me.
I sat there, numb.
Not crying.
Not speaking.
Just… existing in the middle of everything collapsing and rebuilding at the same time.
“I didn’t tell you to destroy him,” Amanda said quietly.
“I told you because you deserved to know what it cost him to love you.”
That sentence stayed with me.
I left without saying much.
Stopped at the bakery we used to go to every Saturday when I was little.
Bought the same lemon cupcakes he always picked.
Then I drove to the cemetery.
The air was cold.
Still.
I stood there in front of his grave for a long time before I said anything.
“You didn’t have to choose me,” I said finally.
My voice was steady.
But my chest wasn’t.
“You lost everything… and you still chose me.”
That’s when it hit me.
Not the accident.
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