Ruby burst into the kitchen, her hair a tangled mess of morning curls, her pajama top buttoned wrong. She was the sun in our gray sky. Seven years old with eyes that saw too much and a heart that felt too deeply.
Preston’s face transformed instantly. The cold, indifferent mask fell away, replaced by a beaming fatherly smile. He put down his phone.
“There she is,” he boomed, holding out his arms. “There’s my little genius. Come here, Ruby-doo.”
Ruby giggled and climbed onto his lap.
“Daddy, are you going to work again?”
“I have to, sweetheart. Daddy has to make the money so we can keep this big house and buy you all those LEGO sets you like. You want the new Mars rover set, don’t you?”
“Yes!” Ruby cheered.
I watched them from the sink, a painful lump forming in my throat. He was so warm with her. Why couldn’t he spare just an ounce of that warmth for me? Was I so unlovable?
I placed Ruby’s plate of scrambled eggs on the table.
“Eat up, sweetie,” I said softly. “The bus comes in twenty minutes.”
Preston checked his watch—a Rolex I had saved up for two years to buy him for his fortieth birthday. He set Ruby down abruptly.
“All right, playtime is over. I have to go.”
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