Then Evelyn, who had moved slower for years and somehow still arrived exactly on time, walked up with her cane and the church envelope tucked under her arm.
“There is no next step for you to demand,” she told him. “Your reach ended twenty years ago.”
He actually stepped back.
I think that was the moment I stopped being afraid of him.
Caleb went home three days later with a mask, a binder full of instructions, and the piano charm string tied around his wrist because he said I should have the charm but he wanted matching luck.
My sister asked if he could write to me.
Not visit. Not holidays. Not a staged family dinner. Just write.
I looked at her for a long time.
“You don’t get to rewrite what happened,” I said. “Not for him, not for you, not for anybody. If he knows me, he knows the truth in pieces he can carry.”
She nodded. “Okay.”
That was the first agreement we ever made without someone getting abandoned inside it.
I never got in their car. I never went home with them. I went back to St. Agnes with Evelyn, where the pantry still needed sorting and the third pew still had that nick in the wood.
The first Sunday after Caleb’s counts began to rise, Evelyn couldn’t finish the offertory because her hands cramped halfway through. I slid onto the bench beside her and took the rest.
The keys felt cool under my fingers. The church smelled like wax, detergent, and old books. Familiar. Steady.
After Mass, I found a note tucked under the piano lid in messy block letters.
THANK YOU FOR THE KNIGHT BLOOD.
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