By the fifth morning in a row, the pattern felt undeniable.
One morning, as I leaned over the crib and whispered good morning, Olivia’s tiny body stiffened before I even touched her.
When Michael’s footsteps echoed down the hallway, her cries escalated into a high-pitched scream that made my chest tighten.
“For God’s sake,” Michael muttered from the doorway. “Why does she do this every morning?”
“She’s a baby,” I said, trying to keep my voice steady. “Babies cry.”
“Other babies aren’t this dramatic,” he replied coldly. “Maybe you’re doing something wrong.”
Those words lodged somewhere deep inside me.
I had already been doubting myself since returning to work, already wondering if my divided attention had damaged something essential between me and my daughter.
Margaret, on the other hand, seemed to soothe Olivia effortlessly during the day.
When I would call to check in, I could hear Margaret’s calm voice in the background, singing softly, and Olivia would sound quiet, content.
But then evenings would arrive, and the tension would creep back in.
One night, when Michael tried to hold Olivia, her body went rigid as if she were bracing for something invisible.
Her tiny fists clenched.
Her breathing quickened.
And when he brought her close to his chest, she let out a cry so intense that even Margaret looked startled.
“Maybe she just prefers women,” Michael said with an awkward laugh, but there was irritation under it.
The morning I discovered her clothes had been changed without explanation, the unease sharpened.
I distinctly remembered putting her in a pale pink sleeper before bed, smoothing the fabric over her legs and kissing her forehead.
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