The day her son died, Camila understood that love could also rot in a man’s mouth. It wasn’t the monitor that broke her. It wasn’t the nurse looking down, nor the doctor speaking of a rare condition with words that seemed invented to hide his helplessness. It was Esteban, her husband, staring at her beside the incubator, his eyes dry and his voice icy, as if he were delivering a sentence he’d been rehearsing for months.
—Your blood killed him
He didn’t even shout it. He said it worse: calmly. With disgust. As if Camila’s body had been a faulty trap that dared to ruin his family name.
Little Gael had been fighting for his life for nine days in the neonatal intensive care unit at San Jerónimo Hospital in Guadalajara. He had been born prematurely, so fragile he seemed like he would break in the light. Camila still remembered the feeling of her fingers trembling on the plastic of the incubator, begging the baby to feel her presence, silently promising him that she would get him out of there, that she would take him home, that he would grow up strong, that one day they would laugh together about those horrible days. But Gael never heard any of those promises. At 3:17 a.m., a doctor informed her that the baby’s heart had given out.
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