Ellen, my grandmother, had given it to me before she passed. I was barely old enough to understand what it meant back then, but I held onto it, anyway. I’d kept it safe for over two decades as a reminder of her love.
Through every move, breakup, and version of my life, it stayed with me.
It felt different in my hands now.
Heavier.
Warmer.
Like it knew what I was about to do.
It was too beautiful for the life I was living.
I’d kept it safe for over two decades.
“I’m sorry, Nana,” I whispered. “I just need a little time. Maybe this will give me one more month.”
I didn’t sleep much that night, crying over what I had to do.
I kept taking the necklace out, putting it back, telling myself I’d find another way.
But morning came anyway.
And so did reality.
***
I walked to the pawnshop in the middle of downtown. It was the kind of place you walk into only when you don’t have other options left.
A small bell rang when I pushed the door open.
“I just need a little time.”
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