“You should’ve told me the whole story.”
Her voice was quiet, but it carried more weight than if she’d screamed.
“I know.” I kept my eyes on the road because I knew if I looked at her too long, I would start crying. “I thought I was protecting you. I thought if I gave you the short version and kept that woman out of your life, that was enough. I didn’t realize what ‘gone’ sounded like to a little kid.”
“I stopped being a little kid a long time ago.”
“You did, but the older you got, the more I didn’t know how to reopen it without making you angry.”
“You should’ve told me the whole story.”
“I am angry, Mom! I can’t believe you never told me any of this. If I’d known…” she shook her head.
“I know.”
When we got home, she leaped from the car and ran inside.
I watched her go. I didn’t try to stop her.
I braced myself for the sound of her bedroom door slamming, but it didn’t come.
When I stepped inside, she was standing in the hall.
I braced myself for the sound of her bedroom door slamming.
She stared at me for a long moment, then stepped forward and hugged me hard enough to knock the air out of me.
I held on just as tight.
That was the moment I knew we were going to be okay. There would still be anger, and questions, and things I should have said years earlier. But okay.
Because she came back to me on her own feet.
And this time, no one was taking her anywhere.
I knew we were going to be okay.
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