It was the first time anyone had ever used those two words in a sentence with my name.
Weeks turned into months. My sister stayed mostly quiet, at least toward me. I heard about her through my parents in bits and pieces. Parenting classes. Check-ins. Apparently, she hated all of it.
“She’s doing her best,” my mom said once over the phone, her voice smaller than I was used to. “This is very hard on her.”
“It’s harder on the kids,” I said. “And it was hard on me when she left them in hallways and called the police on me. Remember that part.”
The silence that followed was heavy and long, but she didn’t argue. That itself was new.
About three months after the hallway incident, my phone buzzed with an unknown number. I almost let it go to voicemail, but something in me said to answer.
“Hello?”
“Aunt Lauren?”
It was one of the twins. Eli. His voice was a little deeper than I remembered, but the nervous edge was the same.
“Hey, buddy,” I said softly. “What’s up?”
“Um, Mom said it was okay to call you,” he said. “I got a thing at school. Like… an award. For reading. They said I could invite family. It’s next Thursday night. Ms. Patel said it might be good if you came.”
The simplicity of it caught me off guard. No drama. No guilt. Just a kid who wanted his aunt to see him receive an award.
“I’d love to come,” I said. “Text me the time and the address, okay? Or have your mom send it.”
“Okay.” There was a pause, then a quick rush of words. “Also, um… we miss you.”
I swallowed around the lump in my throat.
“I miss you too,” I said. “I’ll see you Thursday.”
That school event wasn’t dramatic. No shouting in hallways, no social workers, no police. Just folding chairs, bad fluorescent lighting, and kids in wrinkled shirts holding construction paper certificates.
When Eli’s name was called, he looked out into the crowd, eyes searching, and when he found me, his whole face lit up. I clapped so hard my palms stung.
My sister sat at the end of the row. She was dressed neatly, makeup done, hair pulled back. She didn’t look at me until the program was over.
When she finally did, it was quick, like looking into the sun.
“Hey,” she said.
“Hey,” I answered.
Eli and his sister, Nora, darted between us, buzzing with excitement, showing off their certificates like they were Olympic medals. For their sake, we kept it civil.
“Thanks for coming,” my sister said after a moment, still not meeting my eyes for more than a second at a time.
“I came for them,” I said honestly. Then, because it needed to be said, I added, “And for me.”
She flinched a little, like the words stung.
“Look,” she said quietly, “I know you’re… mad. About everything. But things are different now.”
I thought about the reports, the check-ins, the way her social life had been forced to adjust to her actual responsibilities.
“I hope so,” I said. “For their sake.”
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