“Don’t do this.”
It was not okay.
Patricia dragged the bags to the front door and flung it open.
“Girls!” she called. “Come tell Mommy goodbye! She’s going back to her parents!”
Lily started sobbing. Harper wrapped herself around my leg. Mason stood there, jaw tight, trying not to cry.
I grabbed Derek’s arm.
“Please,” I whispered. “Look at them. Don’t do this.”
Our life stuffed into trash bags.
He leaned in close.
“You should’ve thought about that before YOU KEPT FAILING,” he hissed.
Then he straightened and folded his arms like a judge watching a sentence carried out.
I grabbed my phone, the diaper bag, whatever jackets I could reach.
Twenty minutes later, I stood barefoot on the porch.
Three little girls crying around me. Our life stuffed into trash bags.
“Text me where you are.”
Patricia slammed the door and locked it.
Derek didn’t come out.
I called my mom with shaking hands.
“Can we come stay with you?” I asked. “Please.”
She didn’t lecture. She just said, “Text me where you are. I’m on my way.”
That night, we slept on a mattress in my old room at my parents’ house.
The next afternoon, there was a knock.
The girls were pressed against me. My belly felt like it might crack from the stress. I had cramps and panic and shame all at once.
I stared at the ceiling and whispered to the baby, “I’m sorry. I should’ve left sooner. I’m sorry I let them talk about you like you were a test.”
I had no plan.
No apartment. No lawyer. No money of my own.
I just had three kids, a fourth on the way, and a broken heart.
The next afternoon, there was a knock.
He saw the trash bags and the girls.
My dad was at work. My mom was in the kitchen.
I opened the door.
Michael stood there.
Not in uniform. Jeans. Flannel. He looked tired and furious at the same time.
“Hi,” I said, already bracing.
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