I felt stupid for not seeing it sooner. For trusting Gavin just because Evelyn loved him. For believing she finally found someone who would take care of her. Maybe that was the problem. Maybe neither of them had ever learned what real care looked like. Not after the mess we grew up in.
I stayed out there until the coordinator announced they were wrapping up. People started filtering out toward the parking lot. Evelyn gave me a quick hug, barely more than a brush of her shoulder against mine. Gavin nodded stiffly. I did not say a word.
During the drive home, the headlights of passing cars streaked across my windshield, and I felt the familiar pull of old habits telling me not to pry, not to assume the worst, not to create trouble where none might exist. But that whisper inside me, the one that had been steady ever since last night, told me the opposite. I needed answers. And not from Evelyn. She would never admit if something was wrong, not if she thought it proved she made a mistake.
I pulled into my driveway, turned off the engine, and sat there gripping the steering wheel. My porch light flickered once before settling into a steady glow. I took a deep breath and reached for my phone. There was one person I could call who did not sugarcoat things, who never cared about sparing feelings when truth mattered. I had worked with him during a messy internal investigation at my company two years ago, and he had a reputation for uncovering things people desperately wanted to keep hidden. His name was Ethan Walden. And tonight, for the first time in my life, I was ready to uncover the whole truth, no matter how far it reached.
The minute I said it out loud in my parked car, I felt something settle in my chest. It was like finally deciding to walk into a storm instead of standing on the porch hoping the clouds would change their mind. I went inside, locked the door, and sat at the kitchen table with my phone in my hand for a long minute. Part of me was afraid he would not remember me. The rest of me was afraid that he would, and that he would confirm every dark suspicion that had been creeping into my thoughts.
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